Apparently

 How could they do you like that

Stand you up, turn you out then leave you alone

Haven't you given all your heart to them, 

all your time all your love and your soul to them 

Maybe they weren't your person did you think of that

All that wasted time that you can't get back


But the stories turn to truth before my eyes

It gets too deep so fast

Spending so much time drowning in the lies

I've got to get out of my mind


Apparently they don't understand your love

Apparently they could do better than you

But as time ticks away they will see the truth

Apparently you never loved them too



How could you go and treat me like that

Build me up knock me down have your laughs

You wanted to give me all your heart, all your time all your love and your soul

Maybe you weren't my person, but I never thought of that 

All of that wasted time that I can't get back


But the stories turn to truth before my eyes

It gets too deep so fast

Spending so much time drowning in the lies

I've got to get out of my mind


Apparently I don't understand your love

Apparently you could do better than this

But as time ticks away I will see the truth

Apparently you never loved me too



How did the tables turn on you like that

Haven't I given all my heart to you, 

all my time all my love and my soul to you 

Maybe I wasn't your person but i doubt you ever cared about that

All that wasted time that we can't get back


But the stories turn to truth before your eyes

It gets too deep so fast

Spending so much time keeping up with your lies

Good luck getting me out of your mind


Apparently you can't understand my love

Apparently I can do better than you

But as time ticks away you will see the truth

Apparently I never loved you too


I wanted you to love me too

It's a cruel game for two

And now I don't love you too

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